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Friday, 23 March 2012

Late Night Musings

What is time exactly? I mean, does it really exist? Or is it just an illusion created by our perception of how we measure the happenings for our daily lives?

You see, everything supposedly moves through time. as I am typing this, it's taking time. When I am done typing this post, I will be however much firther a head in time than I am now. But how significant is that really? We base everything around the most simple measure for time there is; the day-night cycle. For the earth to rotate on its axis a complete 360 degrees is how we get out day. from there we divide it into 24 equal hours, then into 60 equal minute, 60 equal seconds and so on. And thus we have our measure of time. But you see, we could take anything, any measure of distance from one instant to the next to base this measure off - say, a heartbeat - and use that to measure how long something takes. And yes, I'm aware that this doesn't change how long one lives, or how long your poptarts take to cook, but thats because our brains can only process information at a certain speed.

This is where it gets tricky.

We see things happen at roughly 30 frames per second, and that's as much as our brains can take in from our eyes. But a fly on the other hand processes things much faster, and hence has a much faster reaction time (why they are so damn hard to hit). A fly would see us moving quite slowly, almost as if we slowed down time and watched the world go by in slo-motion. Here's where the perception part comes in. If I am in a state of sped up time, where the world is moving at half my speed, am I moving faster, or is the world moving slower? To me, I would perceive my own actions as I normally do, but everything else would seem slower. To everyone else, things would be moving as normal, but I would be abnormally speedy. So which is reality? 

We measure how long something takes to happen by our arbitrary base of a second. This exists in all of our clocks, watches, phones or whathaveyou. but not everything 'happens' in seconds. monsterous amounts of events can occur within a miniscule portion of a second, yet if we capture such events on say a high speed camera we can view these things happening over a longer period of time to be able to see all that's going on. So what if our brains could process things at that speed? Would a lightning flash take a whole minute rather than a fraction of a second?

The notion of 'time travel' is another perplexing matter. For now, let's think of time as a straight line. Our lives exist on this line. at one point or another, we decide to travel back to the 60s (because hippy life is the shiz) and live there for the remainder of our lives. Does that line that is our life become skewed so that the end is pushed behind the start? Or does our line continue on straight but we are experiencing a time befor us? See, from the perspective of the 'time traveller', the time line would look something like this: 
Born(1990)---2000---2010---1960---1970---and so on
However, the rest of the world would experience their own time line, in the normal order, there'd just be this random person who appears 30 years before he is born. You would be travelling back to a time that has already passed, yet still be experiencing the present time in yourself. you would still be experiencing your 20th year of life, only 30 years before you were born. 

People, animals, organisms, minerals... everything seems to move through some sort of dimension and grows and decays... but is time really what we are moving through, or is it merely a measure we has invented because we simply cannot perceive it any other way?

Here's a brainfuck for you: Try thinking of a time before time - and existence before the beggining; after the end. 

We can only seem to comprehend things with a definite beggining and a definite end.

I really should get to sleep. It's getting late... or is it? :P

Signing out,

~Nattoons

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"Life is the whole point of the universe. Anyone who says different is either a robot or a hypocrite."
Luke McKinney - The 7 Most Mind-Blowing Places Science Has Discovered Life

Friday, 24 February 2012

The Omniscient

Sorry for the silence my friends, but a lot had been going on. *breathes in* First of all, I GOT A JOB whoooo~! yeah, it's at maccas, but hey, we all need to get a job there at one time or another. It's sort of a given for any youth job hunting to end up there. At least its something. Just waiting for the roster now, and shall begin said work shortly, and will have money to do things with, and to save up for a car! yay! My dad is soon getting a new car, and was gonna throw away his old bombshell, but instead he though I could buy it off him, since you know, I'm learning in that car and it would be really good to have a first car im familiar with.

Secondly, I'm starting Uni as of monday. Had the orientation last wednesday, and I have to say, I'm even more excited about it now than I was before. It sounds, looks, even smells amazing. I'm even looking at having two to three days off in between, which would be great to do some maccas work in and get some moneys. Anyway, if you haven't been following, I got into my first preference for uni, Digital Media Design at Swinburne. Animation (2D and 3D), narrative storyboarding, webdesign all that sort of shiz, basically all the ingredients for me to be able to make my cartoons.

So yeah. Excited.

Let's see, what else has been happening? Oh yeah, I've been obsessed with Devin Townsend for a while now, seriously if you haven't heard of him, go hear of him now. He is a musical.. well, all round creative genious really. I got one of his Cds today that I've been looking for for so long, called Ziltoid the Omniscient. It. Is. Amazing. You never thought humour and heavy metal could mix, but it does, just as this album (and metalocalypse) have proven. go check it out now.


Signing out,

~Nattoons

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"If there were to be two omnisciences, I would be both of them!"
-Ziltoid, Ziltoid the Omniscient

Sunday, 29 January 2012

Tuesday, 24 January 2012

Probably Antagonistic

I don't like people. People tend to piss me off. I'm not sure if it's the way they do their hair, or the way they talk, or just that fact that they are there, but recently I've found people to be quite annoying. Things I have lived with growing up suddenly are unbearable and bring out such anger, just being in such close proximity to certain people makes me want to scream. They do nothing wrong. Most of the time. I just feel like I want to be alone but no one lets me.

I have to be in a family I guess, and I'd be nowhere without them, but sometimes I still wish I could just get up and leave and do my own shit and live by myself, see my gf as I please, do my hair and nails how I want without people telling me I look like a tool or whatever.

I do love my family, don't get me wrong. And when I do move out I will still be back for visits. But right now people make me want to stay away from them. Just because they are there. I'm in no mood for people. Most people anyway, there are a select few I'd never not want to be around.

Sigh, It'll pass.

Signing out,

~Nattoons.

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"He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away."
-Raymond Hull

Tuesday, 17 January 2012

Octopi, Anyone?

So a lot has been happening as of late, I have had no internet so I couldn't really get on here to post my bullshit you all seem to enjoy reading, but eh I guess I've missed turning my thoughts to words so here I am.

These last two weeks since the new year I have been socialising like mad, mostly with the new girlfriend, but socialising nonetheless. It's been pretty great I might add, I'm not usually one to go out all the time or always be around people, but I guess having a close companion like that has pulled me out of that little hole. Spending lots of time with her, and actually catching up with other friends, yeah, it's been alright.

I've actually gotten out and done a few things, I went to the movies with my dear partner, we saw the new Studio Ghibli movie, Arrietty, which was amazing as expected, and oh so cute and adorable. Based on the book The Borrowers if any of you know it. So yeah, that was great, saw the movie, bought a Kamelot album I've been searching for for ages *whoo~!* and yeah. Haven't been able to see her since, so I'm somewhat pining for her attention *madly texts*

I have a job interview tomorrow at Maccas, which is good, since I've been looking for a job for ages and FINALLY something's come up. Even if it doesn't work out, getting this far after months of nothing adds a little hope. I'm not so fond of working at Maccas, but hey, it gets me money, some independence, and working there seems to be somewhat of a right of passage young people have to go through when getting on of their first jobs.

I've been back drawing again aswel, I've not had the motivation to do anything I used to enjoy for a while now, but I thought, hey, Mel (that's my girlfriend ^_^) likes the songs I write, how about I make her a little book with lyrics from a select few of my songs and draw pictures along with it. Something to keep me occupied and pour my heart into. It's been good, and I'm actually starting to enjoy drawing again.

The next few days I'm still quite busy, job interview, catching up with my friend who I haven't seen in months and just got back from England, and trying to see my girlfriend too. And after all that, I need to prepare for Uni. Yes, I got into Uni! The course I wanted too; Digital media design and Swinbourne *so excited* and then I'll be able to make all my cartoons and shiz I've dreamt of doing since I was 13.

Well, that's my ramblings for today, hopefully I'll have some new revelations or epiphanys soon to write down and entertain you with.

For now, Calamari is delicious.

Signing out,

~Nattoons

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"Any human who can say comfortably that they are perfect
is in fact the most sick of them all. But if you can say at least
one nice thing about yourself once a day, then you'll find that's
all anyone ever asks."
-B

Tuesday, 3 January 2012

First In A While

Got a whole lot of great gifts from wonderful people, had a lovely holiday in Echuca with the family, had a great night with friends counting down to newyears and spent the best day in a long time with my wonderful new girlfriend. Things are looking up for this year...

So why do I still feel so horrible?

Signing out,

~Nattoons

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"All bastards are bastards, but some bastards are bastards."
-Mad, The Last Continent