I don't like people. People tend to piss me off. I'm not sure if it's the way they do their hair, or the way they talk, or just that fact that they are there, but recently I've found people to be quite annoying. Things I have lived with growing up suddenly are unbearable and bring out such anger, just being in such close proximity to certain people makes me want to scream. They do nothing wrong. Most of the time. I just feel like I want to be alone but no one lets me.
I have to be in a family I guess, and I'd be nowhere without them, but sometimes I still wish I could just get up and leave and do my own shit and live by myself, see my gf as I please, do my hair and nails how I want without people telling me I look like a tool or whatever.
I do love my family, don't get me wrong. And when I do move out I will still be back for visits. But right now people make me want to stay away from them. Just because they are there. I'm in no mood for people. Most people anyway, there are a select few I'd never not want to be around.
Sigh, It'll pass.
Signing out,
~Nattoons.
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"He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away."
-Raymond Hull
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