The mousse was amazing

Well, I know I'm almost talking to a brick wall here, though I hope in time more poeple will come to view and follow my blog. For now I guess I'll just talk, because, iuno, there's something theraputic about putting thoughts down into writing, even if no one does wnd up reading it.

Evar have one of those days where everything goes well, you have a great time, seem all happy, but as soon as things finish, or all the events are over for the day you just feel... empty? I don't know exactly how to explain it, but I may be having a great time, though I still don't seem.. happy? as soon as the moments over, everything is back to normal, that empty feeling rushes back, or rather, resurfaces - I don't think it ever really goes. But it seems that things only really ever distract me nowdays. As soon as our little family dinner outing is over, I'm back home, at my computer, lonely and sad as ever. Even this here is a distraction, though not much of one now cause I'm talking all about it. Thanks to SJP I discovered this little blog site and started this blog up, though I'm pretty sure only he reads it atm. Oh well, probbaly for the best since all I've really done here is introduce myself, then complain.

It almost seems as though I'm never really happy, that I just have short lived periods of joy. It's nothing that ever lasts. I think you will find if you do decide to follow me over here at ArbitraryPonderings is that I will be very up and down. I will be posting about all sorts of stuff, like reviews for games, movies, songs etc, random things abotu my day, opinions on issues, ut i guess you will have to wade through the occasional rant/vent too. sorry. I'm that kinda guy. I need to get things out somehow, and this site proves a useful avenue for such things.

I guess since not many people read this as of yet, its be a bit of a dead end question, but what would people like to hear from me next?

Reviews? More about myself (to do with my art or music or such)? Opinions on certain issues? just random updates about my life? Tell me what you want to hear.

Signing out, and probably lurking around for a while to come,

~Nattoons